May 20, 2007

A few days ago …. I was stuffing myself with diet pills and have yet to see the results ……

….. last week when political families find it their penchant to vie for the attention of the masses…..

seeing friends and old flames and new members of family

the exact moment someone told me I don’t need to lose weight…..

….. when I finally let loose and told myself that I just need to get a better grip on things

the last time …. my friend gave me hell because “You don’t love yourself!”…..

…. the day I got to thinking that maybe happiness doesn’t always mean having something to be happy about

the last Summer ….. of bliss and loves lost and forecver friends……

when I change how I think, how I view, how I love, how I dance

whenever I told the sun to shine for me just this once….

……everytime I’m myself and having a blast at what I keep having thats randomly being thrown at.

[Mr. Hunbun, ever the elusive heretic, is on his way to Thailand for weeks. I would love to emo on this but I've drained myself the last time he's been MIA for three weeks. I sense a Derek and Meredith moment for a while there. Oh, God I hope there's no more to it than that. But I hope he brings me elephants. And those cute wood bangles, hunhun? *huge smile*

Yes, I'm going to be lonely, and vulnerable and will not fall prey to people taking advantage of that because they're just wasting their time. unless if your name's Jon Hall. Hmm.. For the meantime, let me pack. Who knows, I might be going to Elephantland and get me some elephants. The evasive kind.]