HAD DONES

Got this from O. I’m TAGGING EVERYONE who has done the things below cause I have had in Xs.

(X) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend’s car
(X) got drunk with a good friend
(X) stolen a car
(X) been in love
( ) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(  ) been fired
(  ) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of your parent’s house
(  ) been arrested
(X) gone on a blind date
(X) skipped school
(  ) seen someone die
(X) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
(X ) been moshing at a concert
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) lain on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
(X) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake/tremor
(  ) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
(X) been robbed
(X) been misunderstood
(  ) pet a /goat (eew..)
(X) won a contest
(X) run a red light
(  ) been suspended from school
(X) been in a car crash (witnessed Remy’s)
(  ) had braces
(X ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X ) had deja vu
(X ) danced in the moonlight
(X) liked the way you look
(X) witnessed a crime
(X) questioned your heart
(X) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X ) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swum in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons
(X) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
(X) made prank phone calls
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) danced in the rain
(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
(X) crashed a party
(X) gone roller-skating
(X) had a wish come true
(X) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
(X) told a complete stranger you loved them
(X) kissed a mirror
(X) sung in the shower
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
( ) kissed a fish
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night
( ) didn’t take a shower for a week
(X) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(X) believe in ghosts
(X) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(X) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played chicken
(X) jumped into a pool/hot tub/lake with all your clothes on
(X) been told you’re hot by a complete stranger
(X) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
(X) caught a fish then ate it (but I cooked it before eating it)
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(X ) cried so hard you laughed
(X) cheated on a test
(X) have a Britney Spears CD
(X) forgotten someone’s name
(X) French braided someone’s hair
(  ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(X) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
(X ) been kicked out your house
(X ) have had a fantasy over someone you love as a good friend
(X )sun tanned naked
(  ) ran naked in the rain

[updated: August 31, 2010]

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Considering A Pseudo-Breakup

I dont want to talk anymore about my beau. iT just pisses me off that we have been like this for five months now and the only progress that we have is that he constantly calls me babe and that this time he gets upset if i dont text him. WTF? i am tired of playing what ever it is that he is playing. I am scared of caring too much. He just told me that if ever anyone of us finds someone else then we’d have to tell the other — and what happens after that? We should stop seeing each other then? He didn’t say though. I don’t want to ask him a lot of questions and go thru all that shit.

Its drama heavy enough for Laguna Beach.

I should have reminded him that he used to tell me its not ok if i’m going to be seeing other men. What happened to that ban also? It got lifted? Haha. Since when? He’s like, “Tell me if you get tired of me. I’m ok with it.” Huh? Where did he get that idea? I am soo close to professing my undying, unselfish and stupid love to him and he tells me that? He probably lost it .. in Mactan.

That got me to thinking though, if that happened to either of us, then that’s probably it. There never was any commitment in the first place to break. There never was  a relationship in the first place to work on.

If any of us — oh, if he finds someone else (because Its likely that i will because i am head over heels ) then he’ll just probably stop seeing me. Cause he’s like, “Tell me if you find someone else because we’ll just have to stop seeing each other then.”

Is that a threat? Is that something that he says because he doesn’t want that to happen?

Or what is something that he said because he was afraid of that happening and that the only thing that he could get out of feeling anything was to tell me that he;d no  longer see me.

I could have asked him after he said to tell each other if we found someone else that what’s going to happen after. Will we stop seeing each other? We’re not together so it must have been okay to still see each other even if we’re seeing other people too. The only time he made this exclusive was when he gave me an ultimatum to not see guys because its BAWAL. HUH? Now he’s telling me to tell him if I find someone else? This is making me crazy. I should stop this while i am still SANE. Ugh. How do you break something that isn’t even TOGETHER? Pseudo-BREAKUP?

Fuck with the WHAT IFS.

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